So Close

Yet So Far…

 

I did not write this morning. I was not in the mood. I think the effects of week two for NaNo are really starting to get to me. But that’s okay because I was able to write after work.

It was my long day at work so I was a bit worried that I was going to be in the mood to write afterwards, either. I figured that I was going to be too tired. I was exhausted all day…I could not get out of bed this morning, it was ridiculous.

But I’ve been able to keep up that word count as well as make the bar turn green today, so there was no OCD kicking in!

I’m not sure how much writing I’m going to get done tomorrow. I can only write in the morning and then post on here in the morning with something quick because I have work tomorrow and then I have to babysit. Plus I have to get started on the homework that’s due on Sunday. Stupid school. NaNo teaches me more than my professors. Seriously, I hate my professors. But we won’t get into that now.

Hope everyone else is doing just as awesome for NaNo! 🙂

Today’s Word Count: 2,055
Total Word Count: 42,092
Today’s Page Count: 6
Total Page Count: 134

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October 1st

It’s October Already?

 

Oh, dear Lord…I can’t believe it’s October already. Yesterday when I left work, right before my co-worker got into her car I shouted, “We survived a whole month with these kids! Only eight more to go!”

It’s said because we have very low enrollment. We’re a small, private preschool and have two classrooms. One room is for two- and three-year-olds and the other room is for four- and five-year-olds. We have three kids in the younger room and 12 in the older room leaving our enrollment a total of 15. I was promoted–I have way more responsibilities and I’m also working 40 hours a week now. However, I am still making the same amount I was because we can’t afford to give us raises…we even had to lay one of the teachers off (which is basically the main reason I got bumped up to lead teacher). My paychecks are much bigger than last year, which I am hugely grateful for, but if I was paid what a lead teacher is supposed to be paid…well, I would have an easier time paying for school, wouldn’t I?

Ah, school…one month down, three more to go. My teachers are stupid. Have I mentioned that? All five of my classes end on December 14, but at the beginning of the semester, one professor thought it was a ten-week accelerated course. Do you want to know why he thought this? He thought it was the summer semester, not the fall. Um…I can see mixing up the days of the week, like thinking it’s Friday when it’s really Thursday, but mixing up the months? I mean, there’s a big difference between June and September. Does he not own a calendar? And he (and a couple of my other teachers) re-use lesson plans. I’m all for that, I’m a teacher, I understand what a pain it is and make a new lesson plan. It’s perfectly okay to re-use the same material, but…can you at least proof-read? I mean, this is an English degree, these people are English professors, don’t we know how to proof-read? In one class, the class that was an “accelerated course,” everything is supposedly due June 2013. For another class, this week’s assignments are apparently due in February 2013. I am paying 6,000 dollars this semester. I feel like I’m being ripped off somehow.

But it’s October. And I’m sick. Tomorrow will mark me being sick for a full week. I thought my sickness would start and end in September, but apparently not. I had a really bad cold and from that I got laryngitis. I still can’t talk all that well, but I am doing much better than I was. I know when you get laryngitis the best thing to do is not talk. Yeah, well I’m with a bunch of preschoolers for eight hours of the day. I can’t really rest my body let alone my voice. But as I said, it’s getting better. It’s all a matter of time now.

But I have to admit that I’m sick now rather than later because, well…it’s October. And we all know what October means, right? 30 days (31 days? I was never good at math and never will be) from now it will be the start of…

NaNoWriMoOh, yes! I have been waiting a long time for this. I would rather be sick now during NaNo Prep month rather than NaNo itself. I’ve been sick during November before and it sucked. I wasn’t able to get anything done.

But then I think to myself, “Crap…it’s October 1st.” How am I going to plan? How am I going to make the time with school and work? More importantly, what am I going to write?

Now I have tried to write two novels at the same time before. I’ve tried this a couple of times. It does not work. Not for me, anyway. Especially since I’m at work eight hours a day five days a week and then trying to get homework done in between. Oh, and I have to attempt to have a social life. That’s important…but maybe not for November? I don’t know.

Anyway, I have tried thinking of what I should write. I started this thinking process a couple weeks ago. I thought of something to write, but of course I’m beginning to change my mind. So I don’t really know what’s going to happen because I’m at a loss right now. All I know is that my time is limited because I need to do some serious planning if I want to win. If I don’t plan, I’m most likely going to fail due to being smothered by school and work. At least if I plan, I don’t really have to think. The point of NaNo is to not think and not edit, right? Then again…if you think you’re going to fail, aren’t you setting yourself up to fail?

Oh, well. I never listened to wise quotes like that.

So Close

Well, I have been slowly but surely chipping away at my homework for November. I would like to get this done so I can solely focus on NaNoWriMo and actually maybe win this year. Of course, my professors could always add on more homework at short notice, but at least I will have the bulk of it done. I think that makes things a little bit easier.

I have written a little bit more of the outline for Saving Each Other (SEO), but I don’t think that it’s anywhere near complete. As I stated not too long ago, I have the plot finally figured out…now I just have to figure out how to actually get there.

Do you want to know my newest problem? Of course you do, otherwise you wouldn’t be reading this right now…my biggest problem has not been that I don’t know how to finish the outline, nor am I worried about finishing it on time for NaNo. I am not worried that I will not get my homework done before it begins, and I really feel confident that I will do well this year. No, my biggest problem is this: I have begun to play The Sims 2 once more.

Does everyone know what The Sims games are? The game where you creates homes and families and build them up so they can get good jobs and money to buy everything they want and make babies? Well, whenever I begin to play this, I play it non-stop for about…I don’t know, maybe a month? Maybe more.

However, I guess I could use it as an incentive. If, for example, I am still wanting to play Sims a lot during the month of November, I can always tells myself, “I am not allowed to play Sims until I write [insert amount of words/pages here] today!” I don’t know. We’ll see what happens. But right now I have about 45 minutes before I have to go to work, so…I’m going to go play Sims for a bit.