October 1st

It’s October Already?

 

Oh, dear Lord…I can’t believe it’s October already. Yesterday when I left work, right before my co-worker got into her car I shouted, “We survived a whole month with these kids! Only eight more to go!”

It’s said because we have very low enrollment. We’re a small, private preschool and have two classrooms. One room is for two- and three-year-olds and the other room is for four- and five-year-olds. We have three kids in the younger room and 12 in the older room leaving our enrollment a total of 15. I was promoted–I have way more responsibilities and I’m also working 40 hours a week now. However, I am still making the same amount I was because we can’t afford to give us raises…we even had to lay one of the teachers off (which is basically the main reason I got bumped up to lead teacher). My paychecks are much bigger than last year, which I am hugely grateful for, but if I was paid what a lead teacher is supposed to be paid…well, I would have an easier time paying for school, wouldn’t I?

Ah, school…one month down, three more to go. My teachers are stupid. Have I mentioned that? All five of my classes end on December 14, but at the beginning of the semester, one professor thought it was a ten-week accelerated course. Do you want to know why he thought this? He thought it was the summer semester, not the fall. Um…I can see mixing up the days of the week, like thinking it’s Friday when it’s really Thursday, but mixing up the months? I mean, there’s a big difference between June and September. Does he not own a calendar? And he (and a couple of my other teachers) re-use lesson plans. I’m all for that, I’m a teacher, I understand what a pain it is and make a new lesson plan. It’s perfectly okay to re-use the same material, but…can you at least proof-read? I mean, this is an English degree, these people are English professors, don’t we know how to proof-read? In one class, the class that was an “accelerated course,” everything is supposedly due June 2013. For another class, this week’s assignments are apparently due in February 2013. I am paying 6,000 dollars this semester. I feel like I’m being ripped off somehow.

But it’s October. And I’m sick. Tomorrow will mark me being sick for a full week. I thought my sickness would start and end in September, but apparently not. I had a really bad cold and from that I got laryngitis. I still can’t talk all that well, but I am doing much better than I was. I know when you get laryngitis the best thing to do is not talk. Yeah, well I’m with a bunch of preschoolers for eight hours of the day. I can’t really rest my body let alone my voice. But as I said, it’s getting better. It’s all a matter of time now.

But I have to admit that I’m sick now rather than later because, well…it’s October. And we all know what October means, right? 30 days (31 days? I was never good at math and never will be) from now it will be the start of…

NaNoWriMoOh, yes! I have been waiting a long time for this. I would rather be sick now during NaNo Prep month rather than NaNo itself. I’ve been sick during November before and it sucked. I wasn’t able to get anything done.

But then I think to myself, “Crap…it’s October 1st.” How am I going to plan? How am I going to make the time with school and work? More importantly, what am I going to write?

Now I have tried to write two novels at the same time before. I’ve tried this a couple of times. It does not work. Not for me, anyway. Especially since I’m at work eight hours a day five days a week and then trying to get homework done in between. Oh, and I have to attempt to have a social life. That’s important…but maybe not for November? I don’t know.

Anyway, I have tried thinking of what I should write. I started this thinking process a couple weeks ago. I thought of something to write, but of course I’m beginning to change my mind. So I don’t really know what’s going to happen because I’m at a loss right now. All I know is that my time is limited because I need to do some serious planning if I want to win. If I don’t plan, I’m most likely going to fail due to being smothered by school and work. At least if I plan, I don’t really have to think. The point of NaNo is to not think and not edit, right? Then again…if you think you’re going to fail, aren’t you setting yourself up to fail?

Oh, well. I never listened to wise quotes like that.

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Grumble…

Annnd We’re Behind Once Again…

I believe I told you all that switched Internet providers, yes? We have Comcast instead of Verizon. I don’t mind this, but when the guy hooked everything up he definitely messed something up around somewhere.

We have four boxes: the basement, my room, my sister’s room, and the living room. The boxes in the living room and my room are the same and the boxes in the basement and my sister’s room are the same, but different than the living room and my room. However, even though the. Basement is the same as my sister’s, the basement box is the main box. And that just happens to be the messed up one.

We’re supposed to get On Demand and the HBO and Starz channels. Every box has them except the basement TV doesn’t get it. It just tells us that it’s not hooked up, but we get it in every other room. So we need to get that fixed. On a random note, the box in my room and the living room don’t show the time or channel number on the box. Not that that’s important or anything, but I’m just throwing it out there because I’m used to sitting up in my bed when I wake up in the middle of the night to look at the time and now I don’t see it. Then I get confused because I’m still sleepy and not with it at all.

Here’s the good part of this whole thing: he Internet is now all screwed up. Well, not really…it’s just my computer, o course. Aside from my sister, I’m on the Internet the most and this is what I get. The Internet is obnoxiously slow on my laptop now. I can still get on and do things, but I don’t because the slowness just makes me so frustrated.

This is why I have now written in a couple days. No, you do not have to use the Internet to write, but I have been planning out the novel on my writing app on my iPod. Also, I am unable to post on here which is why I have not posted in a couple of days. I’m posting this through my iPod right now.

The other reason as to why I have not been writing is because I’m sick again. That’s right…my immune system officially hates me. So I can check off pneumonia, laryngitis, mono, and stomachs bug off my list. Those are all the things I had from October 2012 through December 2012. And it’s continuing through January 2013…it’s just a cold, but it’s a pretty bad one. I’ve got a terrible cough, my nose is all stuffed up to the point that I can’t breath, and if I had a dollar for every time I sneezed, I would be a millionaire right now. I am back on my inhaler and he humidifier is back on when I sleep.

Anyway, I will continue to try to post on here as well as write some more and read. But I don’t know when my computer is going to be fixed and I don’t know when I’m going to be feeling better…we’ll just have to wait and see.

2013: 14,193 Words Written
2013: 358 Pages Read